The Distraction..

Exams are less than a week away! And I'm still not in panic mode. I can still think about photoshoots. Why is this? I remember last exam I was in such panic mode, I was hyperventilating almost every day. I guess now the stakes aren't as high. Last exam, there was streaming, so the pressure was extremely high to beat everyone so I could get into the specialisation I wanted. Now, if I do bad, nothing will happen to me. Yeah right.

If I do badly, I'm going to probably have to retake the modules again, and Year 2's don't have sub-papers so I cannot fail at all costs. If I fail, I'll be left behind while all my classmates graduate. And everyone's going to laugh at me and call me a dumb bimbo. I need to wake up. NOW.

I don't care if I look hideous with extremely dark eye rings and crappy hair during these 2 weeks. I have time to recover after the exams have ended. Now, its time to mug.

Ok now I'm scared. I just opened my EFMA book, and I looked at the questions and went blank. God help me.