Into the Rush

So many things happening right now. Big things.

Things that would thrill, that the old me could only dream about. But I've no time to take it all in for all its worth, as there's so little time so much to do.

I never liked surprise. I always liked a good plan.

I got published. I landed jobs with magazines. And I've only got such a short time to bask in the glory of my hard work. I'm going to graduate, and I have to make full use of that free time I have to bring myself further. But now I'm thinking. Work so hard, to see it all disappear once I enter NS?

I won't let it happen. I've been through rough times, and I emerged alive. These are just challenges in life. Its about how you face it, not how you avoid it.

It doesn't take a man to get through obstacles. For all you know, a "man" might just cower away with his head between his legs. It takes willpower, and inner strength. Try until you die, because you will never know until you did.

Now, I've a major challenge facing me. NAPFA, and IB test. I haven't started a page on IB, and I know its my sloth and procrastination to blame. But you know what. Its not too late. Its never too late. 1 day is all I have.1 day is all I need. 1 day is all it takes.

I will get through this, and I will come out a winner. I never liked to lose, and I will NEVER back down without putting up a good fight. I fought for my life when I was born. I'm a fighter, and I am going to win.

Ready. Set. Go.