The Try Out..

I was bored as hell, so I tried to see what the whole Facebook hype was about. When I signed up, it was so bloody confusing and I got tired after a while, so I deactivated my account ten minutes after registration.

I'm bored. I can't be bored on a leap day! I'm dying here.

I gotta go. Bye.

The Oil Rig..

My head is an oil rig now. I'm not supposed to wash my hair for three days, and today when I was supposed to go wash, I became lazy. Isn't it nice to just wear a shower cap and not bother about your hair. It don't itch or anything, it just looks wet.

Today I went out first to meet with Sarah, Hakim and Alia to hang out around town. Ate. Then we met Adam and went to this Formula One exhibit where there was a race-car simulator machine. Alia and Adam tried it, and the host kept referring to Alia as the "tudung girl" and he told her to "hold on to her tudung" when she got impatient. Lol! Walked some more, laughed really loudly, ate again, and went home after that. Will post pictures soon as I get them. It was fun, but I'm tired!

I gotta go drag my ass to shampoo. Bye!

The Freedom..

I feel so free and without a care in the world. My hair isn't giving me problems anymore. I wake up, and it looks exactly the same as when I went to sleep. No more application of oils, no more serums, no more expensive hair masks. Whee. And it feels really soft. I ditched the emo fringe crap I used to have, as my face changed and it makes me look like a retard now.

I need to recover my money tree. Anyone wants expensive shampoos going cheap? Its for curly and permed hair, and since I don't have curls anymore, I don't need it. I have the Tigi Catwalk Curls, and Kerastase Elasto Curl range. Tag for contact.

I gotta go now. Cheers to hassle-free hair days. Bye.

The Boredom..

Its less than a day after exams and I'm already bored as hell. Yesterday I was all panicky and stressed out before marketing paper, and after the paper ended, everything became bland. I have nothing to do, nowhere to go. The only thing on my agenda is getting my weave done on Monday. Oh wells.

I'm so damn bored.

Bye.

The Cloud..

EXAMS ARE OVER! I feel really relieved, like a huge weight has been lifted off. I've been torturing myself for the past week, surviving on five hours of sleep a day and memorising lecture after lecture. Yesterday, I stayed up till 6 am studying marketing. I wanted to sleep so bad but I didn't allow it, and I got bone chills. But it was worth it.

Party time! Somehow after all the torture I've been through, slacking suddenly isn't as boring. Its as though I earned it. Whee!

Bye!

The Killer..

I am sad right about now. Had my accounting paper today, and it was amazingly difficult. And to think that I've been revising my accounting for the past two weeks diligently. I even did all my tutorials again and exam papers. When Ms. Fadhlina said it was hard, I thought she meant slightly difficult, not killer. I even started aching halfway through the paper from neck cramps. Whatever, I tried my best.

Appearances aren't forever, education is.

Marketing on Friday. Haven't touched it yet. Plan to booze up on caffeine and stay awake till 8 am. One final push, and I'm done.

The Mix Up..

I totally mixed up the dates of my papers today. I thought it was Accounts, and I was happily studying Accounts yesterday doing all the past exam papers, when it was actually Macreconomics I was supposed to be mugging for. I only found out at 12 noon today, and the paper was at 4 oclock. I had six out of twelve lectures more to study, and I was so scared I was shaking. I managed to cram everything within 2 hours, and I could do the whole paper. Imagine if I didn't call Henna and she didn't tell me that today was Macro. I'd be on my way to failing it right about now.

This round of exams is an emotional roller coaster.

I'm so glad Macroeconomics is over. Did you know, I almost got debarred from taking the paper due to poor attendance and wasn't sure about it until today, when I sat in the exam hall? Bye.

The Genes..

I just realised I look like my dad. I always used to think I was adopted because I didn't look like any of my brothers, but nope. One good thing is that my dad's fifty and he still has thick hair, so I ain't going bald when I'm old. That's great, because I intend to keep doing stuff to my hair for a long long time.

Macroeconomics is such a pleasure to study. Its easy and quick. I'm dead for Marketing, its like memorising the encylopedia. Bye.

The Complexity..

I just screwed up my Statistics paper. I misread one line, miscalculated everything and lost 20 scores just like that. There goes my A. I studied like freaking shit for the paper and just because of one dumb error everything goes haywire. Stupid trick questions. I do statistics, not magic.

I'm not average. Never was.

Okay, I gotta go mug and ace Accounting. If I get tricked again, I'm going to bomb the exam department.

The Mistake..

I can kiss my good GPA for year one goodbye. I did a calculation, and I can't reach a 3.0, even if I did well for the upcoming exams. Now, I must hope that my coursemates are dumber than me so I can get into the specialisation I wanted. I swear in the name of my hair, that I'll mug for all my pre-tests in year 2, so I don't have to murder myself during exams.

From now, education comes first. No, my hair comes first, then education.

This is such a classic "You live and you learn it" moment. I made a mistake, I have to pay the price, and hopefully I'll remember the hell I went through and won't do it again. I had a friend who was once so absorbed in his little world of distractions, that he ended up failing exams and got retained. He got 10 points for O's. I should learn from that.

I gotta go. Bye.

The Freakout..

Right now, I'm really going insane. Everyone's going to get good grades, and I'll be stuck in Retail Management as my speciality, crying my eyes out. I read some of my classmates' blogs, and they started revision since when, January? For me, I only started revising seriously one week before exams. At least in Secondary School, the teachers will be there to hold your hand and tell you everything you need to know. Now, I feel like I have to do everything myself. Screw you NYP, there's a reason why my parents paid so much money. To teach me and give me and education, not ignore me! Jackass.

Only my Accounts lecturer is helping me with one-on one tutoring. The other lecturers can burn in bad teacher hell.

Okay you know what. I can do this. I will not go down without a fight, even if I come out looking like an ugly hobo with poofy hair and eyebags. I tackled seven subjects for O's, I can take down 4 somewhat average modules. And after that, I got two months to recover from study shock.

Bye.

The Drive-Through..

Omg this video is too funny! Its a papparazi video filming Ashley Tisdale and Vanessa Hudgens ordering at a McDonald's drive-through. Its really funny!

Paparazzi: Do you know who you about to serve?
McDonald's Girl: No who, I know she from High School Musical.
Paparazzi: Vanessa Hudgens and Ashley Tisdale.
McDonald's Girl: Oh god, I thought it was like, somebody like Britney or some'n.
Paparazzi: No, its Vanessa Hudgens.
McDonald's Girl: Wasn't she like, butt naked somewhere?

Priceless. Bye!

The Downtime..

I'm under a dark cloud. I've completely lost direction of my life. A little more and I'll pull a Britney on everyone.

I'm really sick of thinking. I'm so full of regret. I feel so disappointed. I don't need my parents to tell me anything. I can destroy myself with my own thoughts.

Bye.

The Panic..

Stayed up till 5.30 am yesterday trying to figure out Excel functions on my laptop. I feel burnt out now. I don't want to see another Excel Workbook anymore. I have to figure out how to export data and do a stupid freaking Pivot Table and Chart. I don't even know what a Pivot Table is.

Its been six months since I cut my hair really short. My hair is back, except its curly at the front wavy at the back. My curls are fun, I can pull them and they bounce right back. Now I don't feel like rebonding them off. Hm.

Okay I gotta go motivate myself to study Excel. Argh!

The Rush..

Business Software final ICA on Monday. I have to get at least a freaking B, or else I'm going to have to repeat the damn module because my projects sucked eggs. I have never repeated anything in my life twice, and I won't start now.

I gotta go mug till 5 am now. Bye.