The Hot Volume..

Omg I kind of like my natural hair. My hair has long grown out from rebonding, and I kind of like its volume. Its unique. When I walk around in school, everywhere I turn I see people with limp straight hair, which is so boring. Many boys also have that straight fringe thing going on that covers their face. Its kind of boring. So now, I'm pumping up the volume. Curls, baby, curls. Whee!

I'm going to try to be studious and study for my Statistics ICA on Friday. Today I was trying to listen in class during POM tutorial and a certain someone's voice was like shrieking from behind me. His voice is the super irritating loud kind that just makes you want to throw a laptop at his retarded face. Oh, I'm sorry, my laptop is worth more than his face. Two words to that child. Grow up. This isn't secondary school anymore. Its Poly.

I gotta go now. Bye.

The Whores..

Omg I really really hate this cheena-pok group of people. Once again, its the same group of classmates who have been dissing me since the first week of school. Today I handed in my Internet and Web group report, and one person from that china republic was in my group. She seemed generally okay with me during the project, but that stupid baby prostitute went and told the tutor that I never showed up for group meetings and that I didn't sit together with them as a group when we were doing research. Bullshit.

That little bitch actually blamed me for not showing the right attitude. She made meetings without me knowing and told me last minute about it on the day itself. She always sits with her irritating group of china sluts (yes, including the guys) and they all always speak Chinese in front of me during research and expect me to come along and fit in. And then when we have group meetings she shuts up and doesn't want to talk about the project. Fuck you I hope you get run down by a bus you stupid ugly skankwhore. She's so hypocritical. I told the teacher about my side of the story, and I have a feeling that that there will be a confrontation soon, because the teacher might make us meet. I'm going to scream at that dumb cunt. She has not seen Janice yet.

I tried to be nice to them for the past two months already. When they made fun of me, I just sucked it in and never did anything back to them. Now, its war. They are just not ready to make nice. They wan't to piss me off, go ahead. But don't go crying once the angry bitch comes after you. Trust me, its not nice. Today in class, tho se brainless noobs were playing their gay chinese music in class at top volume, and that really ticked me off. I was like insulting them for two hours straight in my chair in different languages, and I know they heard me. Being the cowards they were, they didn't dare to say anything to my face. They were like saying stuff in Chinese and luaghing fakely among themselves. Pathetic.

I'm not like Anchal. I ain't going to let a group of bitches and hoes step all over me like a dirty floor rug. I tried to be the bigger person. I tried to make nice. But now, it is so on. They want to play dirty? Well, I'll play bitch.

The Bites..

Omg fuck all these stupid mosquitos who are bitches and hoes! I slept for an hour just now, and I woke up with three huge mosquito bites on the same arm. Since the weather started becoming hot I've been getting all these bites especially on my arms and legs. A few days ago I just went on a mosquito massacre and killed 30 mosquitos, and today I think they taking revenge on me. Go away!

I still haven't started studying for Accounts. I can't believe next week is June already. That makes it two months in Poly. That was really quick. My six months are almost up I can go and get my hair done again! I suddenly crave extensions again. The movement of long hair is just so nice to see. Hmm.

Okay I gotta go now. Bye.

The Homework..

Omg I just realised that all my projects and homework are actually quite easy. The only thing holding me back is that I'm so lazy to take them out and do them, at least not until the last minute. Today I decided to finish my report on Taiwan in the morning, but I slacked in bed until 4 o'clock in the afternoon before I started on it. I finished the whole thing within like, an hour. I thought it was so difficult to do, but its actually quite easy. Now, I have to study for my Accounting for Assets test on Monday. I have to crush a certain babi in class and prove that I am smarter than him. After all, knowledge is power.

I missed Stage Arts practice today. I woke up at nine, and I was so lazy to get up and go to school because I had to pick out clothes and iron clothes and wash my hair and wear my shoes and wait for the bus and take the MRT. So I just stayed in bed. Today is make-up day anyway, and I'll probably end up drawing animals with eyeliner. Next week we're doing hair! And I'm going to force myself to wake up early. Yay!

Yesterday I met Nuriman, Adam, Izzati, Hannah, Sarah and Nani at Simpang for Nuriman's birthday. I just realised that only the JC people haven't changed much. The Poly people are changing like nobody's business. Maybe its because we're being thrown into a new environment with so much peer pressure. Hmm. What a thought.

Okay I gotta go now. Bye.

The Connections..

Omg its so weird how people can have connections with other people which just links up like one big network. Today I just found out that the person who is Head of the Make Up, Hair and Costume Department for Stage Arts is actually Izzati's cousin. And a few days ago I found out Henna knows Farahyn's cousin who is also Alia's friend whom I've never met in my life. Ha! Its like, networking in Sims 2!

I just found out today that someone bitched about me on his blog. I shall call him Babi Putri from now on because he is such a babi. Babi Putri is seriously so immature. He gets all jealous of people who have personality, and makes fun of them. I never ever did anything to him, and he is like judging me and insulting my appearance and personality on his blog. I've got four words. Go to hell bitch.

I'm getting my laptop on Tuesday! Now I can do my project summaries while in bed, and not have to sit at the desktop where stupid mosquitos are biting my leg, like a certain Babi that I know. He's so jealous of me that he's sucking my blood. Its so weird, because he's like a year older than me. And I'm more mature than him. You don't see me going around dissing people, unless they diss me first. Its a useful self-defence mechanism.

Okay I gotta go now. Bye.

The Roller Coaster..

This week has been one big emotional roller-coaster. All the confusion building up in my head about myself and all the peer pressure around me giving me a huge migraine. But after yesterday, it all just went away, the fogginess, and I was back to being my usual self who don't give a rat's ass about what the world thinks. Then Puva said, "Its your life. So live it the way you want it, not the way other's want you to." That's some great words. Its like Oprah.

My hair grew longer again! The back cuts off at the bottom of my neck now, and my ears can no longer be seen, and my fringe is like until my chin. Having long hair in poly is like some kind of dress code or something. So many boys have it.

My class has a huge segragation. Some of the Chinese people in the class are the English-influenced, modern day Chinese people, but there's this one group which is a little off. They talk Chinese all the time, play Chinese music loudly in class, not acknowledging that there are other races present in the class. They belong to China. I only can click with the Chinese peeps who are modern and who watches English TV shows and listen to English music and talk English. The others are just alien to me I don't understand them. Sheesh. So much for class unity. Heck them, I'm so over it.

Okay I gotta go sleep now. Bye.

The Reunion..

Omg I just watched MTV Pop 20 five minutes ago and Melanie C (Sporty Spice) was featured! And she said something about a Spice Girls Reunion sometime. Denise Keller was hosting, and she was kind of annoying. She said, "A Spice Girls Reunion? Mmm.. Not a good idea" to the camera. Well I'll only go if Victoria gets some hair extensions.

I'm kind of nervous about my first Oral Comm ICA! Its on Tuesday, and I'm supposed to do a speech about one of my life experiences. The class is still new, so everyone's a little nervous of what to reveal to all their classmates. You know what, I'm just going to put myself out there. If they want to judge me then let them. Haters can just drown themselves in denial.

Vanessa Hudgens chopped her mermaid locks off! Her long hip length hair is now at the shoulders. I wonder if she regrets cutting it. Hmm.

Okay I gotta do an outline of my speech. Bye.

The Breakage..

Omg I saw hair fall apart before my very eyes today! Today during Statistics tutorial I was observing Henna's weave, and I saw one strand of hair that was like split so wide so I tugged it off and showed her. Then when she touched the split end it just became dust and fell apart. Its so scary! I'm going to use like five ounces of thermo-protect cream per inch of hair if I ever use heat on my hair, so it won't become dust.

There's one girl in my school with hair extensions! Her hair is like until her ass and its permed. Her perm isn't like Gisele curls, its more like Megg from ANTM kind of hair. Its really thick at the top, which is her real hair, and it gets super layered thin at the bottom, which is her extensions. Interesting.

Okay I gotta go now. Bye.

The Procrastination..

Omg poly life isn't as slack as it was cut out to be! Well its much better than secondary school life, but in poly if you don't listen during tutorials or lectures or if you don't do the work, you'll be a lost chicken. I haven't been listening in class because I was too busy doing something else, and when I get home I'm always too busy cleaning. And today I have got lots of things to do. I have to prepare for my Internet and Web Tech ICA tomorrow morning (crap!), do all my tutorials (crap!), and make my speech for Oral Comm ICA (crap!). I don't think I'll sleep tonight.

Today I went back to Temasek Secondary with Hakim to collect our "O" Level certificates, and it was so unwelcoming! The first thing I saw when we came in was Cuthbert, and he was like glaring at my long hair. Then we saw Mr Sara at the foyer, so we ran really quick into the general office and split. After that I went to Temasek Poly to eat with Hakim and Adam. I peeped into the apparel design classes and it was exactly like Project Runway! There's like sewing machines, and mannequins, but no fabric rolls. I still love my NYP Business though. The people are really helpful, but I still don't get Microeconomics.

The music video is getting really annoying. I'm too busy to change it. If it annoys you too, turn it off.

Okay I gotta go help myself and do my work. Bye.