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Pussycat Dolls - I Hate This Part


Tuesday, July 31, 2007

The Hairdo..

Omg yay I managed to do curls like Aly today! It was so much fun having curls for the day. It was like those messy rock star curls and I didn't have to comb my hair or anything. And I just realised that I have thick hair. Its like moderation thick not super thick like Ashley Tisdale. I thought it was like a norm to have curly hair, but people kept looking at me. I was walking with Henna down the walkway to NYP with my curls, and people were like shooting looks at my weave. I was like, bug off. I know they're jealous that my hair has life and theirs is thin and limp and boring.

I made peace with the Chinese Republicans today. Today I got grouped with one of them, and she was actually being nice, so I was nice to her back. She was like saying that my curls were lively and that her eye zoomed straight to me when I walked in the room, and I was like thanks. I think its because of volume. It looked like a less curlier version of an afro. I was like queueing up at Macdonald's in the fast food canteen with Rene today, and there was like this group of freaking minahs staring at my weave too. They actually turned their head 360 degrees too see. I wanted to like stare them down, but there were too many. Hmph.

I can fix in my own extensions! I cut up some hair wefts, and when I tried clipping them in, they looked like my own hair. It was layered and it reached my waist. Its great! I gotta go. Bye.

Monday, July 30, 2007

The Good Things..

Omg I just realised the proverb "all good things must come to an end" is absolutely true. I was pondering about my life and was looking back, and I realised that the good things in my life was either taken away from me, or they turned sour became bad. Sighs. Oh well. I'm just going to go pray that something as good will come back to me! And this time, I'd really cherish it. Woohoo.

The Stage Arts MCH seniors are freaking funny! I especially like hanging out with the year three seniors, because they make practices really fun for me. I was doing hair for Neni (Izzati's cousin) and Diyana, and it was really funny because we were scolding vulgarities to each other and we were talking about how my family are like the Osbournes. Neni posted something on her blog abt one of things we talked while I was doing her hair, and its some funny shit.

Here's what she blogged:

Today i became (mimics andy), KISTINA.

andy: okay what hair you want?
me: i want big big round curls like that..
andy: oh! like kistina ah, kistina okay? u become kistina. kistina kistina!!!
me: ahh like kistina! okayokay i kistina!
andy: KISTINA KISTINA!

kistina= CHRISTINA AGUILERA THE CANNOT MAKE IT ONE!

Omg ha! I was like talking like those auntie-auntie at those salons, and its some seriously funny shit! You just had to be there. Omg I just peed in my underwear.

I'm going to curl my hair like Aly one day. She's in the video. I love those kind of curls.

I gotta go now. Bye.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

The Home Videos..

Omg I think Ashley Tisdale from the Suite Life is so cool. She makes home videos of herself and posts them on Youtube for her fans. Its nice to know that she lives in a simple house like everyone, and at home, she doesn't wear her extensions and make-up. She actually has shoulder length hair, but she has long extensions fixed in for red-carpet events and when she's doing shows. Now I know why celebrities always have perfect hair in pictures. They get their hair done before that. And I thought that they wake up every morning looking like that.

Okay I gotta go. Bye.

Friday, July 27, 2007

The School Break..

Omg I have no school for today because two of my lectures were cancelled as lessons were stopped due to exams and my Stats tutorial was shifted to Tuesday. So, I went to meet Hakim for a while at TP because I was bored and had nothing to do, and I just found out how busy the school is. Its like really crowded. If I get lost there I'll never be able to get out. NYP isn't as crowded because its super huge and the atrium itself can fit like so many people, let alone the entire building. The people at TP have nice hair. At least the boys do. I saw two boys with the hair that I want, and they have it so easy because theirs grow out natural.

I got a slight fever and a pounding headache from getting caught in the rain, and I felt so fucked up. The constant weather changes suck, because all it does is make people fall sick. And I haven't been sick since school started in April.

I really can't wait till SBM Day next Wednesday! I get to do hair for the performers and its going to be so chaotic and fun like behind-the-scenes of the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show. Whee.

I gotta go. Bye.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

The Business Boom..

Omg I love Stage Arts today. There was a photoshoot for the upcoming production and I got to do hair for like five people. It was tiring shit standing up for five hours straight but it was so much fun for me. I even got to do Sahara's hair, who is scared as hell of the curling iron. At first I planned to do Puva and Shikin's hair only for the shoot. Puva got those big romantic curls for the first time in her life, and Shikin had goldilocks. I wanted to sit down and rest on the pillow bed, when Aisyah (the Head of Drama) asked me to do her hair and she got those shiny bouncy curls. Then Sahara came along and I did a loose wave and I gave Diyana's hair a curl definition after that. I can't wait till the day of the production, which is like 8 August. It feels great to have so many customers! Whee.

I gotta go rush my ass to complete my Frontpage project now. Bye.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

The Growth..

I just realised hair would grow longer quicker if people would stop cutting it. My aunt had shoulder-length hair a year ago, and now its like slightly below bra length. And considering she has a lot of hair fall from excessive blow-drying and pulling her hair violently with a brush. So hair will still grow despite damage. The only thing that would stop it from getting longer is the scissors. I had below ear-length hair in November last year, and by April this year, it was alreading flipping out at my shoulders. And I had to be a dumb ass and cut choppy layers. Gah. I am never cutting my hair again. If I ever visit a salon, I'll ask a friend to come along and abstain me from asking for a cut. I always seem to do it on impulse. Never again.

I feel much better about NYP ever since I talked with the seniors in MCH. They said that in year one, they were all really close with their classmates, and the only reason I'm not close with mine is because they suck. Blame it on a certain chinese clique who put up the racial barrier in the first place. Who cares anyway, next year is a new year, and I'll get a new class, with new people, and I'll get longer hair.

Okay I gotta go sleep. Bye.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

The Time Turn..

Omg I wish I could turn back time. I'm really getting sick to the bone of NYP business school and I feel like vomiting blood. I'm getting sick of some people in my class. Going to school has become a huge drag, and I don't look forward to it. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time and go to Temasek Poly instead. Who cares if its far, there's Hakim, Adam and Nuriman my other friends there. People who I can relate to. And the people there should be better too. I guess I'm still an eastie at heart, and going central is a totally different lifestyle. Now, my school, my house is all in central area. And truthfully, I'm sick of it. Many times I wish I could just close my eyes and when I open them again, I'd have gone back in time. Two more years of this and I might crack. I hate this.

My mother once mentioned about moving to Punggol and buying a permanent house there. If that idea is really coming through, then I'm officially going to get a freaking transfer to TP. Moving to Ang Mo Kio has to be one of the biggest mistakes of my life. Sure, its near my relatives house and all that, but what good would it do if I'm miserable. All my best friends are in the east, and I feel so damn cut off. My life just sucks right now. And my hair isn't helping either. The stupid woman ruined it. People say its fine, but I just don't like it. Argh.

I gotta go sleep now. I am this close to a breakdown. Bye.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

The Presentation..

Omg it feels so weird to finally be doing a full business presentation with charts and powerpoint slides and stuff. Tomorrow's my turn to do my persuasive speech on wether cyclists should be allowed to share footpaths with pedestrians, and I've prepared everything except the outline, which can be done within like, ten minutes. I actually made a chart. I never thought I had the knowledge to make one, but I did. And I'm going to eat before I go to class tomorrow, or I'd have butterflies flying around in my stomach which kills and sucks.

I've got a new hair tip. Usually when I wash my hair I condition it from the root to tip, but yesterday I just conditioned the tips without touching the roots and suddenly my hair gained volume. Its really cool. And I probably might be getting a messy-curls perm on my birthday this year. Woohoo.

I still find some people super annoying. I feel like going up to that person's face on Monday and shoving a bloody curling iron up his ass. Gah.

Eating Vitamin B capsules make your pee neon yellow. I take it for healthy hair growth. I gotta go now. Bye.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

The Night Out..

Omg I had so much fun hanging out till late with Adam, Hakim, Sarah, Shamsydar and Nuriman yesterday! We went to see the ten p.m. Harry Potter show at Marina Square Golden Village. The movie was kind of serious, so I kept making fun of the scenes. There were no funny parts and everyone looked really depressed and tired in the film. After the movie ended it was like half past midnight and everyone didn't feel like going home, so we cabbed to some Egyptian Cafe at Bugis and slacked till 2 a.m, before everyone got tired. I kind of miss all of the Kool Kentals now. They're a ball of fun.

I find some people so damn annoying. First, they freak me out and won't bug off, and when I tell them off nicely to give me some space they get all emotional and start hating on me. Its so damn unreasonable and I think people like that should fuck themselves. Why can't I be back in secondary school where the people had brains to think. Whatever, I am so over bitches like these. They're not worth my energy.

I'm probably going to chop my hair off! I just realised that I can't keep long straight hair because it looks disgusting on me. I suit wavy long hair better. The back of my hair is still kind of long, and it looks like a freaking plank because its so straight. I hate it. I'm going to chop it off and let it grow natural again. If Sarah had the guts to chop her long hair off, so can I.

Next week is going to be hell stressful. I have a speech to get ready by Monday, which includes a powerpoint presentation and the topic is about cyclists sharing footpaths with pedestrians, which is boring. I have Accounting ICA 2 on Monday, which I'm going to fail because I don't have a clue what I'm doing when I do it. I have to finish my frontpage website by Thursday, which is crap because I don't know how to operate the program. And Friday is Statistics ICA 2, which I'm going to fail also because I have no clue about the middle topics. I need to get like, a really really good business tutor. Like, now.

I gotta go figure out my life. Bye.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

The Sloth..

Omg I've been like slacking off in my studies for much too long. When I came to poly I thought that all the subjects would be chicken ass easy, but no, I just realised that they're tough. I was so complacent that I didn't even bother studying properly for the ICAs, and I was always sleeping in class or like stoning or thinking about my hair or something else. Now, I gotta listen in class and do the work. Once exams are over, I'm a go reward myself by getting some extensions. Woohoo.

I was so shagged yesterday from Stage Arts practice. As usual I praticed hair while the others did make-up, and this time I did hair on Shikin while Puva did her make-up. Shikin's hair was a stubborn, so it was kind of difficult trying to get it to become those doll tight-curls, but I did it anyway after like an hour and a half. I also realised that stage hair and make up can make a person look like a drag queen from up-close, because the make up is 5 inches thick and the hair is outrageously done. After that I had to do Diyana's hair, because she was going to watch NDP rehearsal and wanted her hair did. Took me another hour. So I pretty much didn't sit for 2 and a half hours straight. After practice was over my back was aching and I was bloody hungry, but it was fun.

I love Sharpay in High School Musical 2! She's spot on like Paris Hilton, with the huge sunglasses and the blonde hair and all. Her hair rocks in HSM 2! Can't wait to see it.

Okay I gotta go do my tutorials. Study! Bye.

Friday, July 06, 2007

The Rut..

Omg I got bored at home today so I decided to curl my hair. I got sick of my stick straight hair at the back of my head so I added a little wave and curl to it. It was so damn flat before and suddenly it had so much volume after I set it. I love it when its wavy. It looks like the beatles-inspired hairdo I had when I was like four. Yes, I used to have nice hair when I was a baby, and it became all afro when I went to primary school. Yay curls!

I'm finally listening in class. For the whole of term one I just sat in class and stoned or was busy doodling or talking or doing something else, but now I'm really doing the work because exams are like a foot away. I hope I do well for my exams. I'm a go start mugging later.

Okay I gotta go now. Bye.

Thursday, July 05, 2007

The Serenity..

Omg I just realised that those Chinese people who irritated the shit out of me in term one of school are not bothering me anymore. In class, they give me looks and glances, and I stare them right back in the face. I heard two of them whispering something about my new hair in the lecture hall, and when they turned to look at my weave, I looked back and waved at them. And the main group leader is no longer being an irritating ass and shouting and screaming in class all over the place. He's being all quiet now and there's a nice peace and serenity in class. Its amazing what getting new hair can do for your life. Except that its high maintenance, but I'll take care of it.

I gotta go. Bye.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

The Vidal Sassoon..

Omg I bought a hot new curling iron. Its the same model as the one I used during Stage Arts practice to make those Jessica Simpson/ Eva Longoria curls, except that mine is gold and black in color and I think the barrel size is slightly smaller. Its really great! Its from Vidal Sassoon and it creates curls that last forever because it has 15 heat settings. I was so depressed when I found out that only Japan carries it and that model was discontinued yesterday when I researched, but I went to Guardian in Ang Mo Kio today and there was one left on the shelves. I quickly grabbed it and ran.

Ah I love Lucido-l hairspray. It volumes up hair naturally without even using heat. How cool is that. Lucido-l sprays don't use aerosol or CFC propellants so it won't do any damage to the environment. My hair was flat, so i just finger-combed and sprayed it and it became volumised. And why is it so hot nowadays? Its like the Sahara.

I gotta sleep. Bye.