The STDs..

I came home , sat down in front of the television and watched some movie about a group of American teenagers who have sex with many different people and get Syphilis. They have these parties where one couple has sex in the parent's room and people can just go in and watch the free show. Open much! Don't these kids feel insecure that their friends are judging their assets. Imagine a whole bunch people looking at your naked body in action. There's a reason why they do it in bedrooms.

I realise, I've lost contact with many close people in my life. Some of whom I just can't seem to talk to anymore. I try talking to them, but the spark is just gone. Maybe they have a problem with me now, maybe they've changed, maybe I've changed, maybe its because we don't see each other much, I don't know. Goes to show, every ass for himself.

Exams are in two and a half weeks! I'm going to be a crazy mugger. I'm hungry.

The Plan..

Three weeks to exams. I finally got down to planning out my work, and its amazing how much more things you can get done if you actually are aware of what to do. I did my Marketing Tutorial for the very first time yesterday. It felt nice to finally accomplish something. Whee.

Did you know, Jean Grey from X-Men remembers everything she sees. I bet she got A's for all her tests. And Storm can't really fly. She just uses the wind to lift herself.

I'm thirty minutes behind schedule. Bye.

The Anxiety..

I can't wait till April. I want to do my hair now. My current hair looks okay but the curly bits feel really tangled when I touch it. If I get my hair done now, it'll appear longer and there goes the big chop for exams. Argh. I think about this everyday its taking over my life. Shit, exams in two weeks and I'm still wasting my time lazing around. I need to experience failure. Failure is my motivation.

You know, maybe if I get my hair did, I'll finally shut up and study. But what's the point, next week marks the end of curriculum week. And I'll be at home most of the time. Should I do my hair now? Or do it in April? I don't know. Argh!

This is the ultimate in self-conflict. Imagine the same thought running through your head every single day. I sound crazy. Shut up. Bye!

The Extensions..

Its the time of year again, where everyone gets hair extensions! I look around in school and I see more and more people getting fake hair stuck to their head. And the thing is, the weave doesn't look real at all. I can tell where the real and fake hair is. Its also quite dry and tangled. Singapore = lousy hair extensions.

Seha told me about this place that does good rebond, and now I'm all riled up. I'm kind of getting sick of my hair, because its really difficult to manage. Maybe before year two starts I'll go get it done. I'm dragging you and your perm along Seha. Whee.

Okay I gotta go. Bye.

The Lookalike..

Oo there are celebrity lookalikes in my school. I saw them all a couple of times but I finally figured out today who they all look like. How cool would it be if you looked exactly like someone rich and famous. You could get free stuff and flip off random people on the street. Earlier last year when I had long straight hair, I could pull off looking like a Victoria Beckham with no boobs, more meat, and a bigger nose.

I remember in secondary school there was this one boy who looked like me except his features were all somewhat squashed together because his face was smaller than mine and people kept saying that he was my brother and I felt robbed of my identity so I flipped everyone off. Whee.

I gotta go now. I'm finally listening in lectures! After 13 weeks since semester started. Great.

The Update..

Okay I'm blogging again after three weeks into 2008. Way to go, bitch! So nowadays I've been tired, fatigue, irritated, and my mind is a boogling mess. My exams are in probably three weeks and I'm really scared about it, because I haven't started studying yet! Way to go, bitch! I tried doing a hint of Business Software Excel since Saturday, but all I did was an inch of an exercise from the textbook for the whole 2 days, being the distracted whore I am. I need to be locked up in a plain white room with my books. Its the only way to at least get me a grade decent enough to go to year 2.

I flat ironed my hair just now. Its amazingly straight but I don't like it. I prefer my scary spice inspired curls. Maybe for now I'll just grow out my hair. When I'm year 3 and get bored with my life I'll finally go do something to it.

Okay I gotta try to do another inch of studying. Bye.