i keep waiting for you, but you never come



Pussycat Dolls - I Hate This Part


Thursday, May 29, 2008

The Danger Zone..

I am now entering the ghetto zone. I better well stay rooted to my moral values and know who I am as a person, otherwise I will be easily influenced and thrown off track. I don't have anything against these people, I just don't do like what they do. I can't shun them, because from a business point of view, they give me good profits. I am clean, and intend to stay that way.

I had a photoshoot today with Rene, and she really really surprised me. I never knew she could give me such high fashion poses, complete with facial expressions and those legs of hers are just smoking hot. I'd definitely book her again. Whee!

Now I know who has issues with me. Fear has turned to anger, and I really don't know what his freaking problem with me is. Its like one of those conspiracy against people issues. Ok fuck you bitch!

Never listen to your heart, because your heart can't think.

Bye

Monday, May 26, 2008

The Shoot..

I had a shoot today with I-sya. Shamsydar was the make up artist, and she did a great job with the sparkly diamonds and the bronzy skin and what nots. Henna was the great photographer as always. It was super humid and hot outside, and its lucky I-sya's hair didn't turn into a frizz ball. I haven't seen the frames yet, so I don't know what the pictures are like. Today was fun, but I'm so tired.

While Sham did make up, I got bored and did slut poses with the plank on the wall. Whee!


Bye!

Sunday, May 25, 2008

The Deadlines..

Deadlines all through the next 2 weeks. I feel pressure, but I really can't get myself to focus. I have three photoshoots next week, two models have confirmed with me, the other one I doubt will even show up. And I won't really bother to call her up, as I'm to lazy to curl one whole head of extensions for nothing. MM Report on L'Oreal due next Friday, BizFinance ICA 1 tomorrow.

Bye.

Friday, May 23, 2008

The Early Bird..

I actually woke up at 8.30 am today. The day felt longer, and I felt like I got more things done. The reason I woke up so early was because I read some health article that you're supposed to eat alot early in the morning if you want to prevent tiredness and not get fat. And since I'm always tired and I hate fat, I tried it. And its great!

I did Dee's hair today for her graduation. Straightened out that nest on her head, and she left with her hair looking nice and naturally straight. So I decided to do an informal before/after with Rene since I already had my straightener on, and found out that she looks good straight. So I'm using her for a photoshoot next Wednesday. Here's a picture. She used to have like, frizzy waves.




Bye!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

The Burn Out..

I don't know what is happening to me nowadays. I feel fine in school, but the moment I come home, I am freaking exhausted. And my few hours I have at home before I sleep is crucial, as I have a thousand things to do. Its time to get Red Bull. Its my only hope.

My mother really pissed me off yesterday. I was already so exhausted and stressed up about the damn MM project, and the first thing she did when she came home was scream at me for not cleaning, when I already did. I screamed back, of course, because I know I wasn't in the wrong and it was my idiot brother's fault that he didn't do his part.

Apparently, only she can be stressed in this house, and only she has stress at work. Everyone else is obligated stay at home and clean the house and should never feel tired or stress, and to her, school is just a part-time thing where you can choose how much you get for ICAs, and you can choose your grades when you sit for exams, and you can choose wether or not to come to school.

Bye.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

The Comment..

Went to do Farah Frecks' hair today at VCH, saw many band people and Monster Gloss. Saw him and ignored him, and its no secret that I don't like him. He's the reason I left band in Sec 2 anyway. He saw me setting Farah's hair, and he opened his mouth and said to her, "Beauty isn't everything". So technically he's trying to say I'm wasting my time. Bleargh, who cares about that fat conductor anyway.

Bye!

Saturday, May 17, 2008

The Feedback..

I did it. I sucessfully straightened out six girls' hair, who were curly-based. I was surprised to find that the texture of Indian hair was actually really soft. After I straightened and blew out their hair, it was really shiny and natural looking. Shaza's hair was challenging, she has naturally coarse curls, and there was steam everywhere when I did hers, but it turned out successful anyways.

I liked their hair, but I really don't know if the girls were satisfied with it. They didn't seem overly excited, most of them just said thanks and went off. Now I don't know if I did good or bad. Hmm.

Bye.

Friday, May 16, 2008

The Bookings..

Argh I think peak month is coming! Many people started booking me for hairstyling. Today alone, Wari booked me to straighten out 6 girls hair, and I'm doing a test-run for curls for another customer. On Sunday, I'm doing Farah's hair for her musical, and next week I got 4 pending bookings. I think I'm going to die today. Six girls, all wanting straight hair. I hope they have obedient hair, otherwise its going to take long.

Wish me luck, I'll need it. Bye.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

The Tracks..

Yay! I finally downloaded the actual Victoria's Secret runway remix tracks. I had to buy it ok, but it was worth it. Now I don't have to use lousy songs for runway shows. I want to organize another one! Its stressful shit, but the few hours before the actual show are the most fun, running around prepping the costumes, getting made-up and hair done, and shaking in the chair from anxiety.

I hope you're happy. I hate you now. I tried, and you didn't bother. Now, I'll ostracize you.

Bye.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

The Runway..

Had Stage Arts Night! It was bloody brilliant. Even though I spent most of the time preparing for the High Fashion Runway Show, it was a lot of fun. I got to do make up for the first time on Kenneth, and I really didn't know what I was doing so I just drew here and there and it turned out fine. I got made up, and some SA peeps said I looked like the devil with hair and make up courtesy of Seha. I curled my hair the night before, and after Seha teased it it was really so voluminous. Great!

I gotta go. Why won't you look at me! Grr. Bye.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

The Miracle..

I've been scorching my hair alot this past month. Heat styling every morning at 180 degrees celsius. Blow-drying, straightening, curling, and the works. I was expecting third-degree hair damage, but I notice my hair is still doing well . I wash it, and then I sit in front of the fan and wait for it to dry and its still really soft, and shiny. It must be because of my secret weapon. I never knew it was that great!

Having wireless connection at home is awesome. I get my work done really quick, because I have access to all the resources online. And its my laptop, so noone else can touch it. Whee.

I hate being given so many responsibilities! Let me focus on my schoolwork, I need to pull up my GPA!

Bye.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

The Year 2..

My first week as a year 2 student was tiring. My new class is cool, everyone's friendly and super studious. Can you believe it, first week of school and I'm already preparing for ICA projects. And I do tutorials!

Hey y'all! Check out what I got! Its nice and long.


I gotta go. Bye.