i keep waiting for you, but you never come
I want to go on an airplane. I've stayed put in Singapore without flying off to anywhere for so long. Flying on an airplane is like the coolest thing ever because once you're off the ground, it feels like you're leaving all your shitload behind and starting a new life in another country. And then you dread coming back but you know you have to.
School has been somewhat bearable. My class is less blood-sucking now, and I'm actually having fun during lessons. Now, its the people from other classes that are really pissing me off. Sometimes I ask myself why I made such a stupid decision to go to NYP Business School. The place is so catty and superficial. There's gossip flying everywhere, people cannot stop judging each other's appearances, people are racist, people cannot stop trying to tear each other down, and they must scan others when they walk. They must turn, scan the person walking by, and open their mouth to say something bad. How shallow can they get. I've done those things many times, but never have I seen it happen on a daily basis round the clock. Its like the fashion world, except the people in business school are ruthless.
I hate my virgin hair! Its so unpredictable, even when I use Kerastase products on it. One day it might be soft, and the next it'll be rough. Now I want my rebonded hair back, because then it'll be soft everyday and it'll be so easy to style. But, the hair would be so fine it'll feel like the hair is going to snap and fall off my head. I guess I'll just have to wait this rut out. My hair might look like crap now, but one day it'll be beautiful and smooth like Ashley Tisdale's.
Omg I feel like I'm in high school. Certain bitches just won't shut their mouths and vaginas and keep their nasty comments to themselves. Henna said "They will never ever stop talking, not until we look like them." I won't want to look like them, ever. They look like baby prostitutes who sleep with the janitor. And with those split ends, its no wonder they have to wear pretty much nothing to school. They want to talk about me, fine. Karma's a bitch, and something really really bad will happen to them. I hope they get raped somewhere, after which they will get knocked up and run down by an incoming vehicle. Yay!
I finally got the feel of long hair. About slightly above hip-length long dark brown silky hair. It feels completely awesome! The hair swings everywhere and its so fun to play with. Its like a drug. I love it. When I turn, the hair all fly, and it lands so nicely. Its so nice because it feels like total real hair. Yay!
Omg I have a little business of my own now. Yesterday my auntie booked me to get her color done and her hair blown out, and I thought I was like doing it for free, but she ended up paying me $10 for it. Today, my cousin came over to color his fringe and he wanted me to straighten his hair, and he gave me $2, which is alright since his hair is really short. Tomorrow, I'm doing Henna's color and I'm setting her hair in big curls. She's paying too! Yay!
I want to curl my hair when it grows out. I want to curl the top portion of my hair, because its so stick straight and it looks dumb. My fringe and sides and the back are all natural curls and waves, except the top, because the rebond hair that's still there is making it pointy straight. I look nice with my hair all wavy-curly. Its like, messy-curly, but its still shiny. To hell with bone straight hair! Curls rock.
Caring for my tiny curls is burning a hole in my bank account! I calculated and I spent over $200 on Kerastase stuff, all designed for dry curls. Right now, I already have Kerastase Oleo-Relax Elixir, which is like $30, Kerastase Oleo-Relax Daily Care Kit, which is $21.90, and Elasto-Curl Rinse-out Conditioner, which is $34. So far, I've spent $85.90 on my hair. And I'm going to buy more.
Hey Britney!Argh! At times like now, I feel like just going to get some hair extensions. I am sick of my short hair its so boring and I can do nothing with it. I've seen people who went from short like mine to long to their mid-back before, and their hair looks so real it makes me angry. Maybe its because they use Dreamcatchers by Paris Hilton hair extensions. Its like, the best hair extension line ever.
This is so beautiful. It looks like total real hair and you can't tell its fake. This girl's real hair used to be a Peter Pan pixie cut.I love Britney! As in the Britney before. The current Britney's too depressed and all over the place, I prefer the old Britney who had nice hair extensions who was a horny crackpot who went around asking people what is their favourite sex positions were, moaned while getting her make-up done, couldn't shut up whilst taking off her hair weave, and who asked her best friend to get laid. Ha, she's so funny!
