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Saturday, January 29, 2005

Cloud Nine..

I just realised that I am once again obsessed with fish. Don't worry, it'll wear off soon when I get too tired to bother about my kois. My aqaurium water is so darn cloudy ever since I put the kois in. I asked Shaun the fish guru and he said that it was very normal and it'll be like that forever. That means I am gonna have to see silhouettes of my fish everyday unless I do something about it. He also said that medication is not recommended but I'm gonna use it anyway.

Btw Hakim has got a new blog. His blog is so funny!! There's this quote, Young Man stop playing with the window. Its from the silicon queen Raja. She said that to Kwok Foong when he was playing with the classroom window near his seat. Then he cried you know. What a baby. Omg I'm so mean.

Today I went to Parkway again to buy some stuff for the tank. Bought a huge lava rock and some cool plants. My father paid for them. Then when I got home and put in the decor, all I could see was shadows. Darn that cloudy water. I think I'll change the water again. Bye.

Friday, January 28, 2005

Farewell my fish..

Just now in the afternoon I went to parkway to buy some new fish for my empty tank. It all costed around $14.50. For some reason, that aquarium sells expensive. Twenty small neon tetras and black tetras. And one sucker fish. My hard saved money. Then when I got home, I transfered my new pets into the tank.

Then when my parents got home, they brought in one big bag of freaking kois. And they had ugly spots. My mother asked me to give all my fish to her and said that I could take the bloody kois and make them my pets. She said it was for fortune feng shui. Bullcrap. I was damn hestitant and I was so pissed that my face blackened like coal. My mum then called me selfish and said that all I thought about was me, myself and I. Me, selfish? In your dreams woman. So I took out the fish in the tank and put in the dumb kois. Now the poor fish that I bought is in a fish bag waiting to be brought to my mother's office. And I have to take care of pets that I don't even like. I was sulking and cursing away when I was changing the tank water. But soon after I got over it and felt so much better.

Now I kind of like the kois. But what really gets me is the fact that my mum would not care less about her own son's feelings. Sometimes she just does things without even telling me. Maybe she's just obsessed with feng shui. I'm completely stumped. Okay I'm going now. Bye.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Dead Fish..

Omg I just came home and my whole fish tank was wiped out!! One of the fish was sick and I put in some medication. Then the whole tank just died. And I spent so much money on it. I think I put in too much medication. Boo Hoo. Nevermind, I'll just beg my mum to buy me new fish. I'm a fish- killer.

Today is very frustrating. First of all, my dumb lenses won't stay on my poor eyes.They kept on falling out and stinging my eyes. It hurts. It all started in Cikgu Nora's lesson. My eyes were hurting so I took the lenses out. Then we had this dumb compre test and I didn't know how to do. So I just anyhow hantam. Then Nora saw my pencilcase and bag and said, "Eh, Andy kau suka Von Dutch eh?". ( "Eh Andy you like Von Dutch ah" ). I said no. Then she said, "Abeh asal beli". ( "Then why you buy" ). I said my brother bought for me, so I just used. Then she said, "Von Dutch jenama pompuan tau". ( "Von Dutch is a girl's brand you know" ). Then I just said, "Ya okay." and gave her the pissed ignorant look. Then the bell rang and I walked away. By the way, Von Dutch is not a girl brand. Go see for yourself.

Homework time today is pure murder. We have two E-Maths worksheets. Full with questions and the print is tiny. Tons of Social Studies worksheets and a Literature worksheet. I'm still not finished doing them yet. There goes my weekend. I think I better get started. Bye.

Hi I'm back again. I changed the picture of the background. Like it?. I need comments.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Shopping Spree..

Yesterday after the homework time I went to Popular to buy some stuff for school. I bought a few files and some stationary. I spent around twenty bucks. I saved that money up by myself by the way. I'm not some kind of rich bitch who buys on impulse. I've been planning to buy all that stuff since what? Two weeks ago? Haha. I always plan my expenses. Okay I'm starting to sound like a budget freak.

After I went on my shopping spree, I went to McDonald's with Nuri and Adam because I was so freaking hungry. It was then that I realised it was getting dark. And it was nearly seven!! I panicked and ran to the bus interchange like Kwok Foong when he runs home. I'm so mean. Then the kanina bus ten took half an hour just to arrive. And by the time I reached home, it was nearly eight. My mother as usual was nagging her guts out at me. I thought she wouldn't have given a damn. Maybe she really does care. I don't give that woman enough credit. Hmm. After I ate my dinner I fainted on my bed. I was so tired. And I missed Desperate Housewives. I'm depressed. Haha. Okay I'm going now. Bye.

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Silent Gardens..

I just came back from East Coast Park. This weekend I've been coming home at around one a.m everyday because I've been going out with my relatives. Yesterday for Hari Raya Haji we went visiting until two in the morning. Then I came home and got my template changed. Today I went to East Coast Park for a little midnight picnic.

Its kind of scary to run around ECP i the middle of the night. Although there were many people having late night picnics,I felt like I was being watched. When I was running after my baby brother because he ran too far out the field,I felt like there was someone watching me. So freaking creepy. Then while my lazy bum parents were slacking on the picnic mat,who else had to take care of the baby. Me. I feel like the maid. And I don't even get paid. I'm like Adrian Mole.The boy with the dysfunctional family. Hakim said my family reminded him of the Osbournes. I was speechless.

Next issue is my new tagboard. It doesn't appear sometimes and I don't know why. Maybe you have to try coming back again later. I am clueless. I also changed my font sizes. I simply hate tiny microscopic fonts because they're so small and you need a bloody magnifying glass to read them. People will get pissed and will never bother to read your posts again. And then its a might as well that you delete the blog because it'll eventually become a miming waste of internet space. So okay,I think I'll go sleep now. Bye.

Okay I'm back again. I just went to the Sims 2 website and I decided that I will change my background picture every now and then.You might see a sexy brunette woman today and tomorrow, maybe a blonde teen girl. Haha. I dunno. If I have nothing better to do then I'll do that. I should be doing my E-Maths homework now. I'm halfway through. Its so long-winded. I really miss the holidays where I would play Sims 2 day to night. Then I would take pictures and post them on my blog. Now I can only afford to play like what, two times a month. Damn. I'm missing out on all the fun. I'm sim-sick. Okay I'm really lame. Bye.

Saturday, January 22, 2005

New beginning..

Woo Hoo!I finally changed my layout.The old one was getting a little boring.I had it for ten long months.I also changed my tagboard.The old one was too big.Okay its getting late now.Better get some sleep.Bye.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

APs..

I am so friggin pissed today.First of all,homework time was so bloody sucky.I didn't even get to do one darn maths question because half the time I was talking with someone else.And after homework time,the malay play people went to have a discussion in the hall.They all sat in a circle like they were having a seance or something.Even though I wasn't in the play,I decided to watch.Hakim,Farah and Alia also followed.

Then Nuriman said to me and Hakim,''Eh what are you guys doing here,you're not even in the play''.Like what the fuck.Kanina.So what if we're not in the play,cannot watch issit.Fine then,next time when we guys go out for a movie,we won't invite you.And you can go to the mosque yourself too.See how that feels.And then we resisited and stayed on.Then Nuriman rudely sat smack in front of our faces.He blocked us out from the circle.Oh btw,he only did all that stuff to me and Hakim.He left the girls alone.So we just ignored.

After that we made jokes and laughed loudly.Then Sham said,''Andy,its a privelege that I allow you to even be here''.Hakim and I got pissed and left the hall.One note.If you didn't want us there,you could have just told us nicely and we would have left you all alone.I'm going.BYE.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Reincarnation..

I hate my brother.He's like the reincarnation of satan you know.He is lazy obnoxious and he thinks he rules the world or something.That day he shouted at my mother because she scolded him.Then he got angry and pushed her.The floor was slippery and my poor mother slipped and fell.Dumb brother.He hasn't even got a freaking job yet and he wants to go around bossing my mom and dad.

Reality check bitch,you are obnoxious and noone in the family likes you.You are unreasonable and you can't even lend a helping hand to your family.I helped him loads of times,doing favors and stuffs.And he doesn't even say thank you.He just shows me his evil smirking face and struts around the house.If you're so good,why don't you freaking do your own housework,get your own house,hang your own laundry,cook your own dinner and pay your own bills?Freaking pig.No,thats not right.I'm insulting the pig.

He thinks he's all that.Mind you,he repeated sec four because he's dumb enough to fail maths and science.Asshole.And the sickening thing is he acts like a priest towards his friends.Good thing I have a smaller baby brother.Even the baby hates him.He always plays rough with the baby.And the baby ends up crying.He's like a pest,my elder brother.People say younger siblings are irritating,but in my case,the older one is the bitch.Nafisah says he's cute,but to me,he's uglier than a witch.And he has a matching attitude too.And he's so calculative.Today its his turn to do the dumb chores and he says its my turn.Like fuck off,I'm not going to the work.I hate him.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

A Janice Story..

Omg Help.My brother just found out that I have a blog.But who the hell gives a damn.Anyway I just finished playing Sims 2 two days ago and i took some really nice pictures.Oh btw,I said sorry to Maisarah and now we're friends again.Really sorry to her.I thought she was angry at me for nothing.Actually she angry because I insulted her and then she got very offended.Haha.

Janice's Room.Its so cosy.There's even a fireplace.

Janice using Msn messenger.Ain't it realistic?I love the comp.The Brand is Alienware.I downloaded it from Sims 2 webby.

Janice looking through her wardrobe for something to wear.Wow.She has lots of clothes.

Janice striking a pose.She wants to be the America's Next Top Model.

While Janice is busy ransacking her wardrobe,her parents decide to heat things up.

Awww,ain't that romantic? Too bad I have to censor it.

Ya i gotta go now.See ya Bye.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

The Charmed Parody..

I just watched Charmed season 7 on Star World and the first episode quite good.The Piper became a goddess all.Then I became all enthu again about Charmed and i went picture surfing and found these 'interesting pics'.

She says, 'Help she's gonna slice my head off!'

Hey lookie!!The incredibles!!Wearing Pink?Wassup with that.

They look like beautiful men.Lol.Just kidding.

Im gonna bite you.Muahaha.

Okay.Update more tomorrow.See ya Bye.

Monday, January 10, 2005

The Ashlee Simpson Story..

I just finished playing Sims 2 for about an hour.A few neighbours came over to Ashlee's house,and one of them was the meanie,Nina Caliente.She's exactly like Sarah,see people must insult.That was what happened in Sims.Ashlee greeted Nina and guess what that bitch did in return?She insulted Ashlee.I got fed up and decided to create a feud.Its like me and Sarah in reality.Here are the pics.Lets pretend that I'm Ashlee and Sarah is Nina.

It was a fine day and Ashlee was pretending to be the Egyptian queen Cleopatra.That was when she heard the doorbell ring.

Ashlee gives a nice homey greeting and the dumb redhead Nina rebelliates by insulting Ashlee.

I was fed up and made Ashlee push Nina.

Then when Nina shoved Ashlee back,I made Ashlee give Nina a good tight slap in the face.

Nina then got all emo and cried on the spot.

So I made Ashlee apologize to Nina.

And what did the stupid Bitch do in return?She attacks Ashlee when she wasn't looking.Good thing Ashlee won the fight in the end.

And there.That was what happened when a bitch showed up in Ashlee's front door and started mocking her.Carbon Copy of Sarah.I really really hate her.Maybe I'll create her and burn her in Ashlee's house.Then I can make Ashlee smash her urn or something.Anyway,gotta go do homework.Bye.

Sunday, January 09, 2005

The Simpsons...

I just created the Simpsons.No,not the freaky yellow skinned family with a crazy dad and a mum that has hair the size of Mt.Everest.The other Simpson family.Ashlee Simpson and Co.I was browsing through the Sims two web and i got inspired to make Ashlee and her family.They live in a large country house and they area family of three.Ashlee,Ryan and Janice.I named the husband Ryan because thats Ashlee's bf's name.And Janice to the daughter because she's gonna have an attitude like the real Janice Dickinson.Here are some pics.
The Simpsons.Ashlee,Ryan and Janice.

Ashlee doing a beauty shot.Pucker up Precious!

Janice reading a book on how to be the America's Next Top Model.

Janice and Ashlee having a chat about ANTM.

Ryan having an argument with Daniel Pleasant.He wanted to have an affair with Janice.He says, 'Until she grows older,her boobs are mine!'.Gosh,I'm dirty.

Okay,thats all for today.I gotta go.Byes.

Thursday, January 06, 2005

The One with the Pork..

Haha.Im copying Hakim's blogging style.Today school was okay.Liana a bit PMS in the morning so I never talk to her.Then in the afternoon she okay okay already.Had Malay today.Really funny.Talked about Cikgu Alijah Bte Mohd Dam looking alot like Shamsydar.Lol.Then today Maisarah's Birthday.Hakim called her a Birthday Bitch.That's so true.Tomorrow is Hannah the anorexic girl's birthday.Happy Birthday Hannah!

Now to the porky section of this post.To all those who knows who Porky is,you'll find this funny.Hakim and I were laughing away at Porky at the bus stop just now.We saw Porky flirting with a whole clique of girls.He was talking and talking and pacing back and forth.Then he used this string thingy and whacked the lamp post.He's like Kwok Foong.No offence.He's so funny.In Malay we were also joking about Porky.We said,'He is so fat,his butt was taking up the whole Chem Lab!'.Then Nora stared at us like a bird.

I can't play Sims 2 anymore.Too busy.Must study hard this year.A-Maths is so darn hard.I was struggling to solve one stupid dumb question.Mdm Sharifah gave us a diagnostic compo test and I had no mood to write today.I wrote crap about the tsunami drowning Duckshani while she was sitting on the toilet bowl doing her business.Lol.Im so lame.

Anyway.I gtg.Bye.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

School Nerves..

Oh my god.I'm so nervous about tomorrow.The first day of school.New class.New classmates.What if I have no friends?Help.
I had the weirdest dreams yesterday.I dreamt that the school looked like Suntec City.The were elevators and the place was huge.Then I got lost finding my class.How freaky is that.Then I had a dream that I fought with Hakim because he got back with Shu Li and hated me or something.Then we were like having a verbal war.Then I dreamt that I saw Adam waiting outside the sec 4 classrooms.I asked him to help me find the class and he disappeared into the toilet.So freaky.Maybe I'm just a nervous wreck.Anyways,I gotta go already.Byes.