The Online Store..

Omg online auctions are great. I was bored as hell yesterday because my Sims 2 can't function, so I went to Yahoo! Auctions and typed in 'The Simple Life'. There was this one person selling a Season One DVD bought from the US and it looked new, no scratches and all. The price was like cheap, so I bought it on the spot and it'll be sent to me in three days. Yay, I didn't even need to leave my house, and I'm going to get me some Paris and Nicole. Whee!

I gotta go now. I never knew online shopping was so convinient. There's pretty much everything I want online. Bye.

The Broken Disc..

I'm so sad right about now! My Sims 2 Disc One is scratched and can't be used. I already like made Victoria Beckham and Rihanna and Ashley Tisdale in the Sims 2 Body Shop and I wanted to have fun changing their hair and clothes and take pictures, and now I can't. I've already e-mailed EA Support, and they'll ship me a new disc one but I have to like pay them $16. What the hell? You call that customer support. I call it highway robbery. Maybe when I work and get my pay I'll buy myself a new Sims 2 and a few expansion packs.

I'm going back to training at CSC next Tuesday. I calculated, and I'll be working for exactly one month and a week starting from then. Geez.

I gotta go. Bye.

The Squabble..

Omg I just saw something weird! Well, its 2 a.m in the morning, and I was watching Simple Life episodes when I heard people fighting below my block. I thought it was a gang fight, so I turned off the volume on my computer and ran to my window to watch. There was no gang fight. There was a woman and a man fighting. And the woman was a tranny. She was like screaming and scolding the man and smoking her ciggs and it was so weird because she sounded like a teenage boy. She looked spot on like a woman with her ponytail and her skinny build. I think she was a prostitute, because the man was like old and they ended up going off in the same cab together. Hmm.

I gotta go now. Bye.

The Return..

Day One of training at the Customer Service Centre. I was bored to death. The place was freezing, everyone looked hostile, and I didn't feel like being there at all. I don't know. The place has changed, full-swing. I was walking down the walkway from the CSC and I remembered how much fun I used to have up there. I remember me and Hakim were being like Paris and Nicole, and how we would like call the customers bitches and scold them while muting the speaker. I remember how everyone used to laugh all the way to the bus stop from the CSC building on the way back home. Everyone's gone. And no one's coming back. Maybe I should go too. After all, that job is one hell of a boring ass crack.

I wish someone would come and give me an interesting job, that's near my house. Bye.

The Simple Ending..

Omg there isn't going to be a sixth season of the Simple Life with Paris and Nicole. Boo. I already finished watching the fifth season, The Simple Life: Goes to Camp, and it was awesome. They said that E! network dropped the show recently, and Paris and Nicole are probably not going to star in the upcoming seasons because Nicole is pregnant and Paris said that it "had been a great five years, and I'm happy to end it at that". This current fifth season Paris and Nicole didn't act like spoiled mean brats. They actually ate live worms and crickets and helped motivate the fat campers to lose weight. How cool is that. But, they were still vain and kept re-applying lip gloss while hiking. Oh well.

Goodbye Paris and Nicole

Farewell. Thank you for making me laugh.

I feel like re-creating Paris and Nicole in Sims 2. Maybe I would, maybe I won't.I gotta go now. Bye.

The Homestay..

I have two days of peace before I start working. I've been considering, and maybe I'll put looking for another job on hold for a while. Its so troublesome to get a job in retail, because I have to submit my resume and all that stuff, and they are so freaking strict about shifts and all. The time shifts at CSC are quite flexible, so I can change last minute and not show up for work and they won't care less. And I already got the call that I was accepted, so I guess I'll just stick it out. I can't wait for my next paycheck! I get to buy more hair crack off the internet.

Its been three days since I took the hair crack, and my nails are shining. Apparently the crack works for nails. They used to be cracked and chipped and dull and the skin on the finger just before the nail always tore off for nothing, and now its like they healed themselves. They are glossy and they look healthy and the skin is intact and they grow fast. I cut the nail on my pinky until I couldn't see the white part yesterday, and today I woke up and could see a little of the white part already.

I gotta go take my hair crack. Bye.

The Hair Crack 3..

The Hair Crack worked! Omg! I couldn't believe it. I took it for one day, and my curls at the sides hydrated and defined themselves. A few days back it was like dry and it looked like a bush and like there were no curls there at all, and today, I can see them curls and my hair feels alot softer. Whee no more chemical treatments for me!

I gotta go. Bye!

The Hair Crack 2..

I bought some Hair Crack Pills at Nature's Farm today. I hope taking it will help my hair grow back the way it did when I was an infant. I had like soft locks. And, I never realised that there's a huge shopping centre five minutes from my house until today. I got a call from the KFC Call Centre, saying that I start training on Monday. I don't want to go. Gah.

I gotta go now. Bye.

The School's Out..

School's out! And I have to work again. I ended up going back to the CSC at Toa Payoh for an interview today because there's no other slacker career that's one bus away from my house. All the young people there are pretty much gone, and only mid-twenties people and old folks are left. The only teenager I saw and recognised at the place was Ifah. Its kind of dreary to go back to the same old place to work, but I have to, since holidays cut through fasting month and answering calls won't take much energy. I'm doing Pizza Hut now, because KFC calls sicken me.

The CSC feels so different without young people. It feels old. I remember in April when I stepped into the place, it was noisy and there were teenagers talking and bitching and whining and blabbing and hiding food under the table. It was like, school, but you got paid for it. Now, everyone's gone. Where are all of you bitches and hoes?

Holidays feel empty when you have nothing to do. Since I have nothing to do tomorrow, I'll go to the east and visit my best friends. Finally, I get to see them after fifteen years of waiting. Ok maybe not that long.

I gotta go now. Bye.

The Hair Crack..

Omg I was researching on faster and healthier hair growth and I found out that there are these supplements that help hair grow two times faster. It basically promotes hair growth and it helps hair grow about 1 inch per month. And the great thing is it helps the hair become stronger and moisturised. If this is true, I won't ever need to go for rebonding again. I so want to get it but its only sold online and the only way to get it is to order it. Maybe when I work and get my pay I'll get it. Woohoo!

I'm reconsidering working at the KFC Call Centre. I feel like working at one of the retail shops at Wheelock Place. One thing is that its near my mother's spa, so she can't bug me and say that I bluff going to work and all that junk because she can see it for herself. And Puva said retail pay is like 5 bucks an hour. For just standing around. I'll think about it.

Tomorrow is my last exam! After that I'm going swimming. Now that I have short hair I won't have to bother about wearing a cap. Bye bye flab. Yay!

I can't believe Edie killed herself in Desperate Housewives yesterday! I thought that she would continue being a big whore for the rest of the seasons and everyone would be entertained by her whoreishness, but no. I was kind of grossed out when Carlos asked Edie to lift her legs after sex because gravity helps the egg meet the sperm better. I imagined like a weird slime flowing down her vagina tubes. And, Eva's wedding hair made her look like an onion. She should have let it down. Hm.

I gotta go cram for POM. Bye.

The Extensions..

Omg now that I have short hair I'm craving hair extensions. I'm probably going to get some next year in June right before Year 2 begins, because I've wanted instant hair since ages ago. Whenever I grow my own hair long, I get so afraid of damaging it that I don't touch it. So fake hair is best because I can just remove it once its spoilt and no harm done. Yay weave!

Stats exam is in 6 hours. Lets all hope I won't die during the paper. Bye.

The Sloth..

Omg I need to drag myself to study Accounts. Its fun when you have the book beside you, but when you have to write out a balance sheet or a profit and loss statement based on memory, its hell. There's so much things to memorize, and I only started studying today, when the exams on Monday. I am screwed. Oh well I'll mug till my eyebags form tonight. It is a Saturday after all.

I gotta go mug at nine o'clock. Now, I want to watch television. Bye.

The Chop..

Omg I did something that I thought I'd never do till NS. I cut my hair short. Like real short. And I have to admit, its the best I've done for my hair since 2007. I really, really hated my last rebonding in June, because it was so straight and stiff and it was like having pointy needles on my head. I would spend hours and tons of cash trying to get it to look less stick, but it always remained the same way. So today after mosque I thought I'd get the back trimmed a little rounder, and I decided to cut the whole thing short. Strangely, I don't feel depressed at all right now. I actually feel kind of glad. Now I can grow my own chemical-free virgin hair for the next two years, and I will save tons on hairsprays, waxes, mousses, and moisturisers. And my hair will grow back stronger since its all virgin. Yay!

I was flipping through my photos and I realised that I had so many hairstyles since Sec 4. First, I had corkscrew curls in my fringe in the beginning of Sec 4. Then I had super bone straight hair for about 5 months till September 06. Then I cut it off and got like waves. In Nov 06, I did one of the best rebondings in my life, and got naturally straight hair, which grew till my shoulders. I also wore a weave to Grad Night and had long red hair. And in June 2007, bad luck struck and I got ugly needle straight hair. And now, I have short hair. Whee! I wonder what's next?

I have this nagging feeling that 2007 is a bad, bad year to do irreversible chemical treatments like rebonding to one's hair. Thank god my hair's gone. I don't have to worry no more. Yay!

I got the pictures of the hair I did for the Stage Arts production. Its Nadirah (with the wavy brown extensions) and Nadiah (with the straight bob) in the photos. Comment on my work! Here's the picture.

The Hair Did

Yay my hair models! Beams. Click to Enlarge.

Okay I gotta go skip around the house. I feel so light! Whee! Bye.

The Old Times..

Omg after reading Sarah's blog I kind of miss the Kool Kentals badly. I miss hanging out at Sarah's house talking rubbish and not being judged by anyone or anything. And even if I was being judged by someone from outside, I couldn't really feel it because I had a strong support system behind me. If my hair looked rubbish, they never really cared, because they accepted me for who I was, and not what I looked like. Around the Kool Kentals, I just feel safe and secure, and that's the feeling you get when you know when your best friends are around. I miss all them bitches and hoes.

Okay now I can't wait for holidays to come so I stay out late for movie nights. Here's a picture.

The Old Times

The Kool Kentals and Zia. Sham is supposed to be there in Zia's place but she was taking the photo.

I gotta go now. Bye.

The Midnight Oil..

Omg I feel fine now. Just a tad depressed yesterday but its all good. I guess 2007 is just a suckish year, but heck, 2008 will be better. I'm so going to die for exams, which are this Friday. Everytime I try to burn midnight oil, I get sleepy and take a nap, and when I wake up its already the next morning and I only did one question. Hmm.

Today I'm supposed to go to school to collect the approval sticker for my calculator and I'm so lazy to leave home. My house is a much, much more conducive place compared to school because there aren't any judgemental bitches looking at you from every angle. And my parents are not in, so I can like study everywhere. And its really peaceful too.

I got my hair cut yesterday. For the first time in 9 months, I didn't feel hair scratching against my neck. It makes my head feel so much more lighter, so I'm happy with it. I kind of miss wearing a uniform. It makes life so much easier.

Okay I gotta go. Bye.

The Downtime..

I am facing a rough patch right now. I'm not happy. Everyday, I feel like I'm being judged and torn down. People walk past, don't say it out loud, but you can feel them tearing you apart in their mind. Its harsh. I wonder how celebrities handle the pressure. They get judged all the time. They appear on tabloids, and people will say, "Oh god, her hair sucks" and "Oh god, why does he look like that". And these people just can't leave you alone. They won't say a word to your face, but you can feel the knives of judgement they throw poking at you all the time, until you just crack. And I am about to crack.

I have so much stress right now. Family stress, academic stress, emotional stress. Even during O-Levels I didn't feel this horrible. Maybe it was because I knew there were people out there going through the same thing as me. And whenever I wanted to crack under pressure I had my best friends there to support me. Now, they seem so far away.

I just want school to end. Thank god semester ends next week. Bye.

The Library..

Omg I'm in the school library and its dead quiet. Its like, Silent Hill without the monsters. Anyway, the start of my exams are this Friday, and I'll probably die because I only started studying a week before, which was three days ago. I also have to chop my weave off, because apparently you can't go into exams with long hair. I'm not too sad about it, because I hate my current haircut. My hair feels like silk, but it looks blah. So if I get it cut, it will feel like silk and look like woah. Okay maybe not. Oh wells, I guess the only way to get long hair is hair extensions. Maybe I'll get some when I'm in third year. Yay me!

Oh snap. I'm not sure of wether to work at the Call Centre again or not. Some of my ex-collegues said that the place has cut down the pay, but they could be fibbing. One plus point is, working at the Call Centre is a slacker career. Its great because during fasting month, I'll be too busy stoning at the headset to think about food, and if I wanted to go get food, I couldn't, because noone is supposed to leave the building. And how much energy does it take to sit and answer a call? Not much compared to serving people food and all that junk. Hmm.

I just found out that I had two blogs in Sec 2. I was such a bitch back then and I wasn't afraid to say anything about anyone on my blog. I tore down anyone I didn't like and I made every little thing into a scandal. Now, I just can't be bothered. I guess its all part of growing up. Click here.

I really should get to studying. Everyone in the library seems to be doing it. Gotta go, bye.

The Mix and Match..

Omg I'm using Pantene shampoo again after two years of ditching it. I just realised my current salon shampoo is too rough for my hair, because it strips off all the oils from it and if I don't condition it it'll be like I came out of a chlorinated swimming pool. So I used Pantene Hair Fall Control because my hair is prone to breakage, and I was reading Yahoo! Answers and they said that Pantene sucks. I think their wrong. Pantene conditoners suck, the shampoos are good. I wanted to use their conditioner, and the thing was so damn diluted its like putting water your hair. I ended up using my salon conditioner anyway. It worked. My hair has volume, shine, and it stopped falling. Whee!

I can't wait till the Stage Arts production day on Wednesday. I get to do hair and let the world see it! I'm even putting in hair extensions for the hostesses. Yahoo!

I gotta go now. Bye.

The Lovetrip..

Omg I bought a magazine for the first time since like Sec 3. I remember in Sec 3 I was obsessed over Paris Hilton or whoever so I kept buying them because she was always in them. Its those American Magazines with Ashley Tisdale and Co on them. I was like looking at some magazines at the Cheers near my house, and then I saw Ashley Tisdale's hair in one of them and it looked so nice so I bought it. And I just found out that Zac and Vanessa Hudgens were making out in Hawaii. Talk about promiscuous.

I'm going to fail Stats and die. Here are the pictures.

The Lovetrip

Making out. After watching Knocked Up, this is nothing.

I gotta go now. Bye.

The Huge Eyes..

Omg I managed to sneak into an M-18 movie with help from the Stage Arts seniors! They're all nineteen so they bought the tickets and got me to watch Knocked Up. It is meant for people 18 years and above. They showed like super huge freakish fake boobs that looked like two giant eyes and the strippers were like rubbing their tits and all that. Then they showed the couple having sex and they were making lots of noise and stuff and Katherine Heigl was like saying, "deeper, harder" so many times while she was being humped. And then they showed the vagina with a baby coming out of it and it looked like a really big baby trying to come out of a really small hole. I was kind of shocked. Hmm.

I'm so lazy to answer tags on the Cbox thing because there's so little space to type stuff, so I'm going to reply some of the tags I got here.

Hidayah: Well my mom is kind of a person who always wants to win, so I let her win by backing down a little bit and not talking back when she scolds me. After that she was satisfied and stopped bullying me. She even bought me shampoo!

Sahara: Use conditioner. I know you don't. Haha!

Diana: Tag already la promiscuous.

Zameer: Do soft rebonding then ask for natural layering! It'll create that kind of look. I'd do it, but I love my hair too much to cut it that short again.

Okay I gotta go now. Bye!

The Production..

Omg my mother and I had like a fued for the past three days and it was like really big, because she was taking over my life. She almost took away my phone and internet and she wanted to go down to the school to see my PEM and she made me clean the house everyday and even ground me from going out. But thank god Maxine helped me fix it. She told me what to do to get my mother to back off, and it worked. Everything back's to normal and I'm free again. Whew.

Zac Efron has the hair I want. I was like reading some stuff on the internet and I saw one picture of his hair and I was like, shut up. He had his hair straightened and dyed light brown. I want that hair, but I'm too afraid to cut or color mine. Ashley Tisdale's extensions are also too good to be true. It nice and it never looks damaged. I bet she puts on tons of hair products.

Tomorrow is the first full-dress rehearsal for the upcoming Stage Arts production! Its going to be hell of hectic backstage with all the hair and make up and the costumes, like Victoria's Secret. I have to do up like 20 people's hair. Hopefully some of the make-up artistes might finish their make up early and help me. Here are the pictures.

Picture Pop

Ashley Tisdale Without Extensions.

Ashley Tisdale With Extensions.

The hair I want.

I gotta go now. Bye.